Titular sentiment
I love tre flips. It isn’t about that. I’ve been landing at least a couple in most sessions all year. They have been a battle for over a year now. They inspired my return to skating. And yet, they’ve felt like a huge tug of war for twelve months. Progress melts into plateau, into frustration and then losing some progress , flatlining, and then getting better, and then losing them. When I first had them stationary, over a year ago, I was up to 16% make rate. Since I’ve had them while rolling, I’ve been up to a 40% make rate, but have had a couple more foot injuries which led to losing momentum and then back to slow and steady. I’ve never landed more nice tre flips than I during the last few weeks, and yet as I move toward getting them better, higher, tighter and more consistently, I keep losing the progress I made.
Long story short: Last night I spent like 40 minutes trying tres, and didn’t land any (“landed” a few, and then my foot fell off or I fell on my ass). Landed lots of unintentional 360 pop shovits, and I executed many nice ones -perfect except my front foot came down too fast. And I got frustrated and named this post.
Gotta say that, although Tres are a huge focus, and although I’ve landed probably a between 150 to 200 by now, they still bring up a little skate performance anxiety, and now unpleasant inner pressure to succeed – mixed with some “Oh here we go again!”. I have created some inner tension and tre-pidation around the whole advent. Makes me in a subtle way, want to shy away from the burgeoning ego-based non-fun sense of responsibility to get these consistently. Yet when I land them, the sensation immediately takes me to feeling like I’m at the top of a mountain.
In other news
I got to go out and skate a couple more sessions since my last post. Each was at the Fairfax High manual pad. Each was at about 11pm after being up and active since 7am. The first one was 90 minutes, the second was 60 minutes.
In the first one I busted out a Practice Set 3.0, plus the new tricks I’ve very recently learned: frontside nollie popshov, backside nollie popshov, fakie backside 360 shovit, backside no-comply popshov, fakie frontside pop shovit, fakie backside popshovit.
In the second session I busted out a mixed bag of all these tricks, including all the flip components of the Practice Set 3.0, minus a successful tre. (Hence the title. I got super frustrated, even though I could actually see some quality control in the motions, and could see I was working towards something).
That gap
As per some photos above, I was sizing up ollieing a 7.5 foot sidewalk tree stump gap. I measured it, and then repeatedly tried to ollie the same distance on flatground. Over and over I kept maxing out at 5.5 feet. When I’d approach it faster I would just lose control of the board. One serious bail, knees saved by the fucking ridiculous-looking pads. I’ll keep working on it. Last night, however, I was too obsessed (and eventually in a rut) working on those tre flips.
Ancient Skater
As a reminder, I’m 40 years old. A year and a half ago I couldn’t even hardly ollie. All of this is progress. My biggest challenge these days is a mix of finding the time and the energy to get out and skate. Otherwise, I’m confident that everything can be broken down into baby steps and approached. That said, I’m jonesing to get out and skate, but even writing out this blog is chipping into my career and everything else. Alas, this is just another challenge facing this adult relearning how to skate!
And oh yes, am very much looking forward to using my new Andrey Reynolds hollow Indys. 8″. Think I’ll wait until I also get a new deck. My current deck has it’s first pressure cracks, and the tail is wearing down. I’v loved this Element deck. Might get another one. Will see!